I had a dream when I was very young and here's what had happened, I was standing ontop of a broken old house that was a dark brown color and there was this big tree by the back of the house and it was bare, the sky was cloudy and the sky was a color of light gray. I was standing and looking around, all around there were no houses but there was concrete on the ground then I suddenly jumped from the room and literally dived for the concrete but right before I hit the concrete I woke up with my heart racing and breathing quickly.The dream was blurry too.
I know it might sound weird but this dream is the one of many that I can remeber the most detail about from when I was young. All I want to know is what this dream probably meant.
I know you probably won't like me saying this, but YOU are the best "interpreter" of your own dreams. I don 't know you, so it's hard to try to interpret the innermost workings of your own unconscious...but I will try...
It is possible that the rickety house and barren tree represent your life- or at least how you felt about your life (at the time you first started having this dream)?..maybe you felt that things that made you feel safe and secure were falling apart or deteriorating...and it made you feel helpless and sad? Is it possible that you were living with circumstances in your home life that were oppressive? Were you struggling with issues that were affecting you in a very negative way? Ones that you felt helpless to control or deal with effectively? (For example: violence in your home, a divorce, or sexual abuse, family conflict, or death or loss of someone close to you? Or something else?) Your jumping from the roof of this house could represent your need to escape these circumstances, and your feelings of having no other way out. (It doesn't necessarily mean that you wanted to kill yourself...just that you needed to escape the feelings you were dealing with). The fact that you had this dream repeatedly since you were young tells me that it's possible that whatever the conflict or problem was, you still haven't resolved it, even if the situation no longer physically exists, you still have unresolved feelings or issues that stem from it. You may be able to effectively "block out" these things during your waking hours, but, the memories are locked away inside your unconscious mind, and at night while you sleep, they find their way ("fight their way") to your conscious mind...this is because the issue, whatever it may be, is still causing you problems today. You might consider talking to someone about it...if any of this rings true. Sometimes talking about things that haunt us is extremely difficult to do..but in doing so, we become healed. Good luck to you.
A house in your dreams represents your mind, your psyche and you were standing at the top of it and you could see nothing but a big old barren tree in the back so I'd say you felt bored with your thoughts which had become stale through lack of stimulation and the tree was your parents or teachers but they had no leaves left from which to teach you and the concrete was your day to day life and it was boring as well so you just dove to your death which is not to say you commited suicide but rather that you embraced change or a new opportunity or beginning. Death is a metaphor for change in dreams and oracles like the Tarot and you were brave to jump and take a leap of faith. It was actually a very empowering dream. and it may have something to do with why you're such a good writer today.
Thats what i was thinking too...were your parents going through a rough time? I think you were feeling empty and broken inside, and just scared and depressed.You wanted to escape that feeling but wasnt really sure how.
Well, maybe at that time when you were little, and you had this dream, you were having problems at home, or maybe were family's problems in your home. The dream meant that you wanted to get rid of this problems, but your frustration was that you couldn't and it was painful. (in your feelings).