Read my other question to understand what I mean by dream demon - it's called "What does my dream mean?"
The answer I chose said the demon trying to strangle me was actually myself, and I was mad because I was allowing myself to get made fun of by people that I'm better than. I was wondering, can I get in contact with this dream demon that's me, in my dreams tonight?
My aunt is living with us for awhile because this man tried to kill her. She is a heavy drug user and also sells her body. She is now staying with us until she can get an apartment or house by herself.
But she is really getting on my nerves! She takes my stuff and uses it without my permission - and some stuff ( like my lip gloss, razor, toothbrush, teeth whitener etc ... ) I can't EVER use again because she also had hep B and possibly aids. Maybe some other life ruining disease, I'm not sure.
She also feeds my dog A LOT! Which would be good if it was DOG food. She INSISTS on feeding him s h i t like ice cream, cake, oatmeal, CHOCOLATE, cheese, hot chocolate, pasta, soup, milk, bagels, cereal, pickles, CHOCOLATE milk, fruit, bread, eggs, candies and so much other crap.
And now he seems to prefer her and it hurts. She's ALWAYS playing with him and talking about him and breaking the rules to be with him. He flees to her instead of me.
She's ALWAYS smoking. She breaks the rules set by my mom and smokes in the house. It's like - do you not care that WE can get second hand smoke? YOU may want to F U C K up YOUR life BUT WE DON'T! I'M ONLY 13!
SHE GETS EVERYTHING SHE ASKS FOR BECAUSE I CAN'T SAY NO TO HER!
She took the downstairs bedroom I was JUST about to move into, when she had to come and F U C K up my life! She took MY tv for my bedroom - for HER bedroom - one she DOESN'T EVEN LIKE SLEEPING IN BECAUSE IT'S IN THE BASEMENT! But it's a FINISHED basement. She takes stuff that I really want and uses it for herself. Like MY NEW (NEW! like, we JUST finished setting it up for ME the day SHE decided to come.) BED is now hers to use because I already have one. One that I'm vastly growing out of. I bet you any money that she will want to take it with when she FINALLY GROWS UP!
She embarrasses me in front of people. My tutor came tonight and she was so F U C K I N G HIGH ON CRACK AND MORPHINE that she decided it would be a SMART idea to know on the window to our rec room ( Like I said - it's a very nice basement. ) and stick her middle finger up saying " f u c k you." OR to interrupt our session to make me fold laundry. And she kept swearing down there - where my tutor could hear. And she kept banging around - making lots of noise.
She also copies me A LOT! She bought the same freaking cell phone I got and wants the SAME case. She wants to dress like me too! (Before she had a cell, she would use mine and talk for HOURS about NOTHING ! I only have 100 minutes a month. We don't have a home phone)
She also uses MY laptop for HOURS with no end. Even if I have a project due the next day and I really need the computer she'll say something like "I need to work." And I would ask her why - I mean, she's so f u c k i n g lazy. She does nothing but lay around the house ALL day. It's not like she's actually TRYING to get herself together and find a place. So she'll say, "Farmville."
And no matter what I'm doing - I could be doing brain surgery and it wouldn't matter. She will always ASK me to check her farm. It's like, I HAVE BETTER THINGS TO DO!
There is lots more but I'm too angry to write more. So basically my question is, WHY do I feel so much anger, annoyance and ... can't - wait - for - her - to - move - out - iness ? (lol)
I love her, I mean she's my aunt. and I don't know why I feel this way, can you maybe shed some light on this?
ALL SERIOUS ANSWERS ARE APPRECIATED!
You have a right to be mad- but you have to realize she does not know what she is doing. how much hurt she causes you or the annoying things she does.
Just try to be nice and support her. Because it is up to her to be better
just stick in there, and maybe talk to you mom about it.
You can try to make a notebook to vent, but put things you love about her in there too
Example: You might be from illinois if...?
You might be from Illinois if:
You've never met any celebrities
Your idea of a traffic jam is ten cars waiting to pass a tractor on the highway
You've seen all the biggest bands ten years after they were popular
You measure distance in minutes
Down south to you means Kentucky
You know several people who have hit a deer
You have no problem spelling or pronouncing "Des Plaines"
You think Chicago is a completely different state from Illinois.
You know the answer to the question, "Is this Heaven?"
Your school classes were cancelled because of cold
Your school classes were cancelled because of heat
You know where all the Yoders live
You've ridden the school bus for an hour each way
You've ever had to switch from "heat" to "A/C" in the same day
You think ethanol makes your truck "run a lot better."
You know what's knee-high by the Fourth of July
Stores don't have bags, they have sacks
You see people wear bib overalls at funerals.
You see a car running in the parking lot at the store with no one in it no matter what time of the year.
You end your sentences with an unnecessary preposition. Example: Where's my coat at?" or "If you go to the mall I wanna go with."
All the festivals across the state are named after a fruit or vegetable
You can locate Illinois on the United States map
Detassling was your first job
You've ever been on a "Geode Hunt"
Your idea of a really great tenderloin is when the meat is twice as big as the bun and accompanied only by ketchup and a dill pickle slice
You still pronounce the "s" in Illinois.
You learn your pickup will run without a muffler
You install security lights on your house and garage and leave both unlocked
You think of the major four food groups as beef, pork, pop, and Jell-O salad with marshmallows
When asked how your trip was to any foreign, exotic place, you say, "It was different."
You consider being called a "Pork Queen" an honor
People from other states love to hear you say "Illinois" and other words with "Os" in them.
Your dream vacation is a trip to Rock Home Gardens
You carry jumper cables in your car
You drink "pop."
You know what the numbers I-80, 75 and 57 mean
You know what "cow tipping" is
Example: You know you're from Iowa when...?
You measure distance in minutes
Weather is 90% of your conversation
Down south to you means Missouri
Snow tires came standard on your car
You have no concept of public transportation
The top 5% of your graduation high school class went to Iowa State -- everyone else attended the U of I
You know more than one person who has hit a deer
You have no problem spelling "Des Moines"
You know the answer to the question, "Is this Heaven?"
Your school classes have been canceled because of cold
You know what the numbers I-80, 280, 380 mean
You have boiled fish in lye for Christmas
You know what "uff-da" means and how to use it properly
You know what "Amish Country" is
You've licked frozen metal
The only reason you go to Wisconsin or Missouri is to get fireworks
You wear shorts when it's 50 degrees out in March, but bundle up and complain in August when it goes below 60 degrees
You have gone Trick-or-Treating in two feet of snow
You carry jumper cables in your car
You drink "POP"
In a conversation you heard someone say "Yah sure you betcha" or "No, I never" or "Not once ever even" and you didn't laugh
You know exactly where "Field of Dreams" was filmed
People from other states love to hear you say "Iowa" and other words with "Os" in them
You know what "Hawks" and "Clones" are
When someone says they are going out for dinner or supper, you know which meal they are talking about
Example: Whats wrong with me ?
I am twenty, I'll be twenty one in September, I'm a student just started this summer, a few weeks ago I've started eating immensely, it's not normal at all, I crave really unhealthy foods and lately I've been doing everything to fulfill the cravings, I stopped birth control recently maybe that's it, but this is not me, I mean I've always had an appetite and I've always been like 116 and stuff but I'm 5'2 and I'm 131.8 now ... and on top of the fact that I've gained this weight I'm eating like crazy, I eat breakfast (coffee and a mcmuffin)... then lunch, then snacks.. and im constantly thinking about food.. even if i eat and im full ill be thinking about my next meal.. or the next snack.. it's just too much i have a fear that all that food is gonna catch up and im gonna get real fat ! but i find food so amazing im sure no one loves it as much as me, help ! whats wrong ?
Hi im trying to communicate to some who has went through or is going through depression. please any help
Well about 2 months ago i got majorly depressed and this is my first time going through feeling this much pain, it felt like my life was on pause or something. I could hardly eat, do the things i enjoy , and i could hardly focus. i felt really sad and got the craziest thoughts ive ever thought. i thought of hurting my loved ones and myself but i dont know why. i love my family to death and when i thought of this it felt heart breaking and i felt extremely guilty. for some reason it was very hard for me to go about everyday life and it still is, it feels like i get more sensitive to things i used to never even care about before. i want me to stop feeling like this completely but it feels like im going to be stuck like this forever. i dont know how to explain it but sometimes it feels like i am dreaming. i hate thinking about the future as well beacause all i think about is how depressed im still going to be and the sadness i will feel. i dont want to hurt anyone or myself. to be honest i love myself and everyone around me but i have incredibly horrible thoughts, i dont know why, i just want to go back to myself. i used to feel so alive, happy, have alot of fun, look forward to the future, enjoy being around my family and friends. i used to be a great guy, i never got affended fast, i let things slide, i was always happy, i never thought so crazy. it feels like there is nothing left for me, i feel somewhat alone and empty, it feels like life is something you have to cope with, ive never felt like this before, it feels so overwealming... it feels like im turning into one of those crazy people who murder. im terrified
Please, will i ever go back to feeling alive, happy, enjoy things, and find the loving person i use to be, it feels like im never going to be the same, i used to be the type to to think people like this were crazy, but im right in the same pickle. It feels like everything is just really sucky, and is not going to get better, i know i need help but i just want to know how your guys experience is with things like this, and if they get way way better later,
Example: Should I be a stay-at-home Mom?
This has honestly been my life long dream. To make it short, I was an only child and was raised by my grandparents. Ever since I was little, I just wanted to be that 1950s style mom.
Well, I'm 6 months pregnant and it's time to decide. As much as I would LOVE to stay at home, if I quit my job and lived off my husband's income alone, after all of our debts, house, car payments, ALL bills, we would ONLY have $200/month extra. If I work we would have $2200/month. NOT including the cost of child care for four days a week.
We don't have family that can help with child care, so we would definitely be paying for that.
So what would you do? Try to live on $200 a month extra, or continue working and making an extra $2200 a month for your family?
Thanks for all your opinions!
"And as the toes of the feet were part of iron, and part of clay, so the kingdom shall be partly strong, and partly broken. And whereas you saw iron mixed with miry clay, they shall mingle themselves with the seed of men: but they shall not cleave one to another, even as iron is not mixed with clay. And in the days of these kings shall the God of heaven set up a kingdom, which shall never be destroyed: and the kingdom shall not be left to other people, but it shall break in pieces and consume all these kingdoms, and it shall stand for ever. Forasmuch as you saw that the stone was cut out of the mountain without hands, and that it brake in pieces the iron, the brass, the clay, the silver, and the gold; the great God hath made known to the king what shall come to pass hereafter: and the dream is certain, and the interpretation thereof sure. Then the king Nebuchadnezzar fell upon his face, and worshipped Daniel, and commanded that they should offer an oblation and sweet odours unto him. The king answered unto Daniel, and said, Of a truth it is, that your God is a God of gods, and a Lord of kings, and a revealer of secrets, seeing you could reveal this secret."
Bonus Q: Is the iron mixed with the miry clay like "when the sons of God came in unto the daughters of men, and they bare children to them, the same became mighty men which were of old, men of renown." ? (This happened right before the time of Noah and the flood)
Is this what Jesus also meant when He said, "But as the days of Noe were, so shall also the coming of the Son of man be." (Mat 24:37)
"There were giants in the earth in those days; and also after that, when the sons of God came in unto the daughters of men, and they bare children to them, the same became mighty men which were of old, men of renown. And GOD saw that the wickedness of man was great in the earth, and that every imagination of the thoughts of his heart was only evil continually."
BQ2: Isn't it wonderful to know that "in the days of these kings shall the God of heaven set up a kingdom, which shall never be destroyed: and the kingdom shall not be left to other people, but it shall break in pieces and consume all these kingdoms, and it shall stand for ever." ?
Isn't it a good thing that everything that can be shaken is being shaken that the unshakable Kingdom of God may be revealed and remain?
Whose voice then shook the earth: but now he has promised, saying, Yet once more I shake not the earth only, but also heaven. And this word, Yet once more, signifies the removing of those things that are shaken, as of things that are made, THAT THOSE THINGS WHICH CANNOT BE SHAKEN MAY REMAIN. Wherefore we receiving a kingdom which cannot be moved, let us have grace, whereby we may serve God acceptably with reverence and godly fear: For our God is a consuming fire.
Thanks for considering this Q. and for sharing your truth loving answers : )
Much love to you and to all! : )